So, I have sooo many thoughts running through my head. I think this is a good thing. I took some NyQuil earlier today (about 5:30 or 6pm). I don't think sleepiness is upon me just yet. Anyway, writing is therapeutic, which is why I imagine so many people have blogs. I guess everyone has their own reason for blogging---it's public and sometimes intimate and puts people in vulnerable positions. Why the hell do we blog?
I guess for me, it's a step just outside of my comfort zone. Many, many steps outside of my comfort zone. And me and my comfort zone are one. I rarely step outside of it or push that envelope. So, blogging forces me to be adventurous (in a way). Although I have that long list of Blogs that I follow, I rarely read blogs. Lately, the past 3 months I have been watching Video Blogs on YouTube. I just got into the YouTube craze. I may have said this before, but I used to be ANTI-YouTube. People posting fights, crimes, and other horrible things! I used to think YouTube was some forum for non-sense, craziness, and all things fucked-up. And to a high degree, you can still access all of those, before mentioned, things on YouTube. But I also learned that YouTube is also a forum for other things as well.
Let me put the spot-light on TSKayla on YouTube. He is my new bestie, though he doesn't know it yet...lol. I love the fact that he is gay! I also admire how he talks about personal things, things that aren't easy to share with close friends, let alone strangers. I favorite-ed one of his videos about how religion fails to bring people closer together. It's true! I've experienced this on a number of occasions.
Anyway, I was going to embed his video here, because I learned how to do it a little while ago, and his channel isn't there anymore. I mean, it was just there a day or two ago.